California Trip: Monday-Tuesday

Monday

On Monday, we went to Point Lobos state park. It was really foggy and cold at first. We sat at a picnic table and ate the sandwiches we got from a french bakery. So I was just sitting there, minding my own business, eating my tasty sandwich when BAM something dropped from the tree above us onto the sandwich paper in front of me. (Thankfully my sandwich was safely in my hand). I looked down to see a spindly, long-legged spider just chilling there. Of course I screamed and jumped up (I'm so arachnophobic it's not even funny). No one wanted to touch it, so it just chilled on my sandwich paper and I was just thankful it didn't land in my hair or something.
Point Lobos ended up being really fun. We hiked around and I decided cypress trees are simply gorgeous. We saw little otters poking their heads up and down in the ocean. They were cute! We could hear a sea lion barking but I don't think we ever saw it. We played in tide pools and watched the seals laze about on their napping rock.
After hiking, me, mom, and Jamie Lyn found a beach in Carmel. We wanted to see the sun set over the ocean. Mom started reading Jamie Lyn's book and Jamie Lyn played on her iPhone, so I was bored. I decided maybe walking in the sand to the other side of the beach might be fun. So, I did that and it was so tiring! Awesome, but holy cow it was a long beach and sand gets hard to trudge through after awhile. I went back and we decided to leave because the sunset wasn't too pretty since it was cloudy. We went and looked at fancy, expensive houses which was fun! They have such cute little cottage-looking houses with pretty gardens so close to the beach. Pretty much my dream to live somewhere like that. But soooooo expensive. We got some fliers of a couple of the houses for sale and brought them home to Dad and told him we are moving to Carmel. He didn't even believe us for a second because he saw the prices. That night Mom and I watched Hitch.

Cypress trees:

Me and Jamie Lyn at the beach in Carmel with Camille's representative, Martin the penguin:

Tuesday

Tuesday was probably my favorite day so far. I woke up to my parents trying to decide what to do. My mom really wanted to go kayaking or stand-up paddle-boarding. The rest of us said we didn't care what we did. Even I said that, but secretly hoped we wouldn't go kayaking or paddle-boarding. I am way terrified of being in the ocean. Being on it or near it is amazing! But falling in or swimming in it scares me so bad for some reason. I could tell my mom really wanted to go so when we decided on that, I just went with it. We drove to the adventure place. The worker in the store reminded me of Auggie from Covert Affairs for some reason. Maybe because he was tall and lanky with thick dark hair and bushy eyebrows. I haven't watched that show in forever though so I'm surprised I even made that connection. He was so nice though! He told us that he thought stand-up paddle-boarding was more fun than kayaking so we paid to do two hours of that. We changed into wetsuits and he taught us how to paddle-board. We each got out own board, which looks to me basically like a huge surf board. The board lays flat on the water and there is a little anklet you wear that keeps you connected to it. You get on the board on your knees, so you start out kneeling and you just paddle along until you feel comfortable enough to stand up. I really didn't want to fall off, so I knelt and paddled for quite awhile. My dad was brave and attempted to stand up first. He stood for a minute, then fell into the water. That was not encouraging to me haha. Then Jamie Lyn slowly got up and then my mom did. So I tried just jumping up really quickly and it was really easy! But paddle-boarding is way more fun when you stand up. We paddled around and I kept running into kelp and boats but other than that it was way fun. Jamie Lyn and I decided to get off to go ask Auggie how much time we had left (none not get off. She hopped off and fell onto the deck with her legs in the water. We laughed and I used the boat next to me to steady myself and avoid falling. We pulled our boards onto the dock and they were so heavy! My paddle fell into the water and I started to get annoyed but I grabbed it and put it on the dock. We finally got everything together when my mom fell off her board and was a little shocked by it so she was like "I'm... I think I'm done!" so while my dad was helping her onto the dock he was like, "Maren, grab the boards!" so I got frustrated because they were heavy and the dock was scorching my bare feet. But I pulled them up and the paddles fell into the water. Which annoyed me more, so I took one and threw it (in frustration) onto the dock and it slipped to the other side and right back into the water. Jamie Lyn had seen this whole frustrating situation and just started laughing so I kind of did too. But we lost that paddle... oops.
of us had a water proof time-device) so we tried to get off our boards. Thankfully, Jamie Lyn went first so I learned how to
Auggie was really understanding though and didn't make us pay for it! We had only used 50 minutes of our 2 hours so he let us go kayaking (which technically wasn't allowed). When kayaking in a two person kayak, the person sitting in front sets the pace and keeps it going while the person in back steers. Well, I was lucky and went in front with my dad in the back. We were pro! (Well, he was and that was enough). But Mom .
and Jamie Lyn had no idea what they were doing and it was hilarious. I would have been in the same
situation though if it weren't for my dad. They would pass us and my mom, with a pained expression, would mouth "help me!" Hahaha. There was a seal chilling on this metal ball that I think was an anchor? And Mom and Jamie Lyn had no idea how to steer. You are supposed to stay 50 feet away from sea animals but they started heading to the ball. My dad asked me "What are they doing?!" and I just shook my head and laughed cause I had no idea. They kept heading straight for the ball and the seal just watched them come closer and closer with a confused expression like he was saying "What the heck do you think you're doing?" and my mom was frantically paddling just like "No! Sorry seal!!" and Jamie Lyn was freaking out in the back. They ended up hitting the ball and the seal jumped off angrily grunting. Maybe you had to be there... but it
was so funny I laughed about it forever. So Dad taught them how to steer and after awhile we headed back. It got super windy so we had to work really hard. We got all the way back and realized we couldn't even see Mom and Jamie Lyn! So we had to go back... we got out there and turns out the wind had kept blowing their kayak into some rocks. Over and over again. So we finally all made it back safely. I had so much fun though! Not sure about Mom and Jamie Lyn but I'm really glad we did it because it was like my favorite day. That night we went to the farmers market and we got to try all of this amazingly fresh fruit. I had the best mango. I love farmers markets.

California Trip: Saturday-Sunday

For the week of the fourth of July, my family was lucky enough to go on vacation to Monterey, California. When my parents ask us where we want to go on vacation, we generally don't care where as long as there is a beach. This was our second trip to Monterey, and it was just as awesome as the first and even slightly warmer. So that made me happy. I kept a journal-ish type thing, mostly so I could remember what to write to Steven, Braden, and Camille about the trip, but also for my own records. I drew some pretty awesome pictures... (not) but I might include them in here. Also, we took some real pictures so I'll add those as well. Here is what I wrote about Saturday and Sunday of our trip:

Saturday

Saturday, I woke up at 6:00 am and we drove. And drove. And drove. Thankfully, I slept most of the way. I always wake up by the time we get to Nevada... and then I wish I was tired enough to sleep some more. Nevada is one of the most boring states to drive through. Just sage brush and dirt for miles. We tried to distract ourselves from the boredom by listening to a podcast on This American Life. When we got to California I was so happy. I love how beautiful it is! We ate at Chili's for dinner and I actually couldn't  eat a full burger and fries (which is really strange for me). Our condo is nice but the driveway is so steep! Every time we drive up it, I'm grateful we didn't slide backwards and crash into the road. Mom, Jamie Lyn and I watched the Truth About Cats and Dogs. But I fell asleep (surprise, surprise) so I need to watch the rest sometime.

My depiction of Nevada vs. California (I know, I know, I'm such a good artist...)

 

Sunday
Jamie Lyn and I sleep in the same room here and she said I sleep talk! I must have been stressed out or something because I don't normally... I guess I just mumbled incoherently and then I'd say "okay."
My family likes to visit different churches on our vacations. Sometimes that leads to some really interesting things... and some very strange people. This time it didn't so much though. We always go to sacrament meeting first and last year's choice was really strange, but this one was a pretty normal ward.
Then we attended a Catholic Mission Mass. I had never been to one before! It was very cool and really interesting. The choir was beautiful and I enjoyed that we sang more than listened to speakers haha. After mass, we went into the little gift shop and found interesting items like Holy Granola which probably wasn't worth the 15 bucks it cost. After that we went to the beach!! It was kind of cold there, so I just laid on our beach blanket and got warmed up by the sunshine. I love the sound of the ocean, and kids screaming and laughing while they jump in the waves, and the sand! I freaking love sand and I don't even know why. But this sand was so beautiful, white and soft. I fell asleep because I was exhausted and content. We went home a little later, and I still felt
exhausted so I slept right through dinner and kept sleeping for like 4 hours. I woke up feeling really sick but needed to eat and shower so I went out into the living room. I thought I just felt sick because I was still waking up. My family all went to bed, and I expected I wouldn't be able to sleep for awhile since I had napped so long. But I went back to bed and slept all the way until 9 the next morning. I felt so much better, so I guess I really needed it!

Oh these lazy hazy crazy days of summer...Part 3

Okay, I promise this is the last of these posts! But I can't fail to mention that I got to hang out with my amazing best friend, Stephanie. I have mentioned her in past blog posts like when we went to Moab, and when she got married, and when we went tubing at a lake and laughed so hard we couldn't even walk straight after. She's been my best friend for ages and we've been through a lot and helped each other through some crazy stuff. I'm so grateful to be lucky enough to have her for a friend! But anyway, she was so nice and came over the Friday after my birthday to celebrate with me. We planned on her sleeping over just Friday night (which actually I don't think I was supposed to do since my room wasn't clean yet... but my parents had mercy on me since it was my birthday. Thank you!!!) but she ended up staying the whole weekend because it was more convenient transportation-wise. I am so glad she did because it was AWESOME! We went to the Riverbottoms and just played down there a couple of times. We ate candy and nachos and talked about what's been on our minds and got super hyper. We went to a bonfire with some of my Spanish Fork friends. We don't get to hang out a lot because of distance and busy-ness but this was like old times. So thank you for making my birthday week so much better, Stephanie!
Here are some pictures from our Riverbottoms adventures:

I did Stephanie's hair and I was so proud. I can't even do my own...

Here is the top view.

Stephanie wanted a picture of my hair in the sunlight (it goes reddish) so I helped her out.

We found a dandelion as big as my face!

Not sure why but I love this picture.

So prettyyyy

We got so hyper we started taking pictures of the weirdest faces we could make. This was one of the less frightening ones...

I just love this girl!! :)

Oh these lazy hazy crazy days of summer...Part 2

I've spent an awful lot of time playing at the Riverbottoms this summer. I love to take off my shoes and just walk up the river in my bare feet.

I went on a little picnic there with Steven and Lily and Kari.

Lily and Kari enjoyed playing with my camera

Steven playing with his camera

Lunch time

So cute

Oh these lazy hazy crazy days of summer...Part 1

So I have a lot to write about!! I have been slacking off on blogging because I have actually been really busy. I took an English class Spring term and LOVED it. Also got an A, so that's a bonus. I've been working a lot (now full time), hanging out with awesome people, and I went on vacation to California last week (which I will write about in a different blog post). So here is my life lately according to my camera and facebook photos... Like from the beginning of summer til recently.

 I have gone to Comedysportz in Provo several times with some wonderful people.

I think this picture is weird because all of our eyes our glowing from the flash... vampire eyes?

I proposed to Daniel at temple night... after he proposed to Katie... he said yes! Mostly I just like my outfit in this picture.

Can you tell he's thrilled?

Here we are breaking up while I hold billions of napkins... but really this was at ward prayer. I brought treats and these were the leftover napkins.

 I hiked up to Bridal Veil Falls for the first time, with these lovely people. (And a few others not in this photo). It was fun but kind of traumatic because a little girl got hit by a rock that fell from the waterfall... she ended up okay but it was scary!

 I've played at the park lots. Here, Jake and I are owling (like planking but owls...) while Joe falls off.

 For Caitlin's birthday we got frozen yogurt and I learned how to keep a spoon on my nose for the first time. (I'd really never been able to successfully do that before)

A few weeks ago I spent almost every day hanging out at Steven's house because he needed company since he got his tonsils out and because he leaves on his mission next week! So I'm glad I got to hang out with him and his cute sisters so much, for at least a little while.

Kari playing dead man with Steven and I on the tramp

Sophie and Kari, my new best friends

Me and Kari

Grumpy face. Please stop taking pictures of me, Steven.

So cute!

I think that's enough for one blog post. So, more to come later in part 2!

I don't know about you, but I'm feeling 22

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On Wednesday I turned 22! Yup. I'm super old now. Although, honestly, I've been feeling like I'm 22 ever since Camille and I started blasting Taylor Swift's song 22 while we made dinner in the kitchen. We decided it would be my anthem for my birthday--and it was.

 I was sad Camille couldn't be here to sing it with me, but she told me she'd be singing it all day in Sweden. So that works I guess.
I had to take a final on my birthday, but that turned out to be a lot more fun than I expected. It was a group project and my group brought clay for everyone to play with. Messy, but entertaining. Other groups brought play-dough or picture games or writing challenges. Basically it was like the best final ever?
After that, I had to work until 5, which I wasn't terribly excited about. But my mom (who works with me) brough nutella rolls in and my friend made me cupcakes. She also made me these:

She's amazing haha. They decorated my desk and played T-Swift's 22 as I walked in. I have the best co-workers!!
Afterwards, my parents provided me with homemade pizza and fresh strawberry ice cream. Mmmm it was amazing. My grandparents came over and so did Steven and his sisters. Then I went to institute which was pretty good but I had a hard time paying attention. We all went to Mariah's house after and she was so sweet and bought me a strawberry sundae and fries.
All in all, it was a lovely day. The people in my life are so awesome and I am grateful for every single one of them. I'm thinking 22 will be a pretty great year... anyway, I plan on making it a better year than 21 was.

Wish list...

So here are some things I love/want right now.

Random and expensive--I know... but I love it.
Link: http://www.campbrandgoods.com/product/buffalo-loose-t-dirty-heather

Coolpix Camera cord
Link :http://www.dcables.net/Nikon_CoolPix_P100_USB_Cable_23795.aspx?feed=Froogle&gclid=CMDRlbWk2rcCFS9eQgodExwArg

 

A new straightener
Link: http://www.sallybeauty.com/black-flat-iron/SBS-264849,default,pd.html?cgid=Hair09

A pair of oxford shoes

Dream catcher earrings

The end.

I know in whom I have trusted.

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There were parts of this week that were absolutely wonderful. And there were parts that were really tough. But I learned some things that I hope I don’t forget (but I probably will so here I am writing them down). So here are some of my realizations:

1. The church provides amazing support and help for any trials. This week, I went to lds.org and typed a keyword into that search engine. Several relevant results popped up and I spent the next several hours simply browsing them. There was a talk that related to what I was going through and helped me feel better and introduced me to my new favorite scripture (see realization #3) and a mormon channel interview with a woman who struggles with what I am having a hard time with. She gave advice on how to push on and provided the motivation and assurance I needed. I also felt less alone in my struggles. I'm so grateful for the internet and how the church utilizes it to bring us together! That little search made my whole day better.

2. A friend told me, "You know, Maren, to be happy is a choice." And that didn’t sit well with me, but I didn't understand why. Now that I look back, I think it was because in that moment there was no way I could comprehend feeling happy, I was just really sad. I wanted my friend to wrap me up in a hug and to tell me I matter. There was no switch for me to flick where I would just suddenly feel happy. But I thought about it for a bit, and talked to other people about it, and I came to the conclusion that, you know what? Sometimes we are just sad. As human beings, that happens. And it’s okay. Sad things happen and they make us sad. But, my friend was right, happiness IS a choice. Maybe we can't say, "Oh I'm going to be happy right now" and then truly just be happy like flicking a switch, but we can do things right now that will ensure our chances of happiness in the future. For example, it's so hard to get up sometimes and to do my hair and to socialize and to make sure I eat enough and sleep enough, etc. etc. But when I do those things, even if I feel incomprehensibly sad, then slowly I start to feel better. So sometimes we can't choose to be happy right this second, but we can choose to have faith and to work towards being happy again.

3. The last thing is that I found this scripture: 2 Ne. 4:17-21 and it is AMAZING! It says:

 17 Nevertheless, notwithstanding the great ^agoodness of the Lord, in showing me his great and marvelous works, my heart exclaimeth: O ^bwretched man that I am! Yea, my heart ^csorroweth because of my flesh; my soul grieveth because of mine iniquities.

 18 I am encompassed about, because of the temptations and the sins which do so easily ^abeset me.

 19 And when I desire to rejoice, my heart groaneth because of my sins; nevertheless, I know in whom I have ^atrusted.

 20 My God hath been my ^asupport; he hath led me through mine ^bafflictions in the wilderness; and he hath preserved me upon the waters of the great deep.

 21 He hath filled me with his ^alove, even unto the ^bconsuming of my flesh.

I could really relate to Nephi this week. Despite everything good about the world and about the gospel, I was sad. I felt wretched and sorrowful and inadequate. But, although I didn’t do this perfectly by any means, I did try to choose to have faith that things would be okay. I made some choices that didn’t help either but… I did get up and I did my homework and I socialized and I even put on make-up most days (at some point in the day anyway haha). But more importantly, I read my scriptures every night (which even a page can sometimes be unbelievably hard to do), and I poured my heart out to my Heavenly Father every day, sometimes all day. And now, you know, I actually do feel happier! Life looks just a little bit brighter today. I can see that while I was going through that trial, the Lord was with me every step of the way. He is my support, like He was Nephi’s. The important thing I have to remember is to stay close to Him even when I don’t feel like I have the energy or the time to. Because those are probably the moments that I need Him the most.