Insomnia.

Ever since before I was born I've had trouble getting to sleep at a decent time. Yep, even before I was born. My mom says I kicked more at night than in the day. It's kind of sad though because the night is my least favorite time... and here are the reasons why:

1. I am absolutely terrified of the dark. I know I shouldn't be because I am 18 years old and most people grow out of that kind of thing long before now. Anyway, I think I am afraid of what I can't see in the dark. I'm not as scared of criminals breaking in as I am of things I don't understand like supernatural things. It's weird because I've never actually seen anything to cause this fear. Oh well, I have it anyway. I sleep with my closet light on. haha. It kind of helps actually.

2. It's very lonely. I am wide awake and at my most talkative state and yet there is no one to talk to. Everyone who has any sort of sense is in bed sleeping. Of course there are a few friends who I will talk to late into the night, but even they have to leave eventually. So I decided maybe if I create a blog I can get my thoughts down and feel as though I am talking to someone because there is potential for this being read. Though I really don't mind if it never is read. 

Anyway, I guess I'll just try this blog thing for awhile and see how I like it. The end. :)